could it be more obvious?

okay, this has gone on long enough! let me be the first to say -- WHAT'S WRONG WITH ANDREW?? you can tell from almost all of Meena's posts on her blog that she's in love with him! i mean, seriously! i've known for a long time! why hasn't Andrew figured it out yet? i'm sure i'll get a bunch of hater comments and such, but i don't care! Meena, you're making it way to obvious for it not to make the gossip stream! Andrew, FIGURE IT OUT!! Meena's in love with you! and judging by her last post, she's been in love with you for quite some time! sorry, Meena. but you had to see this coming. you make it way to obvious and now someone finally has the balls to mention it.

love, Helen

Fakes

the fakers. everybody knows them. the tomboy who melts in the arms of the prince. the party girl who's scared to death of getting pregnant and wishes she had a forever guy. the emo kids who hang out with the popular kids. yeah. mostly everyone knows when they're a fake. the fake tomboys would say "everybody's looking for a prince. that's life!" the fake party girls would say "no girls wants to get preggers, and every girl wants a forever guy!" the fake emos would say "(clear andrew impersonation) the people you hang out with doesn't define you." i don't care what lies they're telling themselves now! fakes SUCK. i'm a bitchy gossip girl. i'm not pretending to be some good willed kind spirit trying to change to world! it's it kinda mean to the real emos, tomboys, and party girls. there are so many fakes out there, but tomboys, party girls, and emos are the most common. and then there's just FAKES. people who are so untrue to themselves because they wish they were somebody else. GROW UP. in nicer words, be yourself. just SUCK IT UP and start acting like YOU. apologies, andrew. maybe you really ARE emo. apologies, cassandra. maybe you're a true blood party girl. apologies, (no fake tomboys in panamah). maybe you're a serious tomboy. and other than andrew no one was directly targeted but i'm sure i'm not the only one sick of FAKES.

love, sunday

PS: maybe we can make an all time high for hater comments!

Whoever had prince charming had a whole lot more than ONE son!

so i was thinking about all the adorably romantic guys at panamah. and it's sooooo sweet (don't get me wrong) but it's advancing at a superhuman level! my best guy friend chris is practically straight out of a fairytale and andrew (the emo guy who all the girls love BUT NOT ME! GOT IT?!?!) is seriously romantic nice. which was cool that whatever girl got those two were seriously lucky... but now it seems like all the guys have the same romantic skills. i have no idea how we got so lucky but i'm not sure i could name ONE GUY who isn't tragically hung up on somebody and willing to give her their heart and soul. i can't decide if i love it or hate it. on the up side, it makes it seriously easy to find a long term boyfriend. but on the down side, that's a whole lotta heartbreak waiting to happen! CAIN!! that's my guy. he's not tragically romantic! ha! ok i guess i was wrong but still!

love, sunday <3

Early bird catches the spotlight

so i was just thinking that it's a little early for epic meltdowns. but it's true. the early bird catches the spotlight. if you do something first, then you'll be remembered for that. let's use helen's list. meena, christine, andrew, amy. let's say... amy melts down. she was the first one to meltdown, so she'll get the most attention over it. when a few weeks later, meena melts down, everyone will be over the melt down buzz and she won't get as much press. for better or for worse? well it aplies in different places, i guess. but everyone loves the spotlight, weither they admit to it or not. just like when everyone who auditions for a play wants the lead, but they'll tell their friends that want the supporting character. lemme go one by one. amy is my friend and she has a lot of good friends and a really supportive brother (we call him andrew) so i have a feeling she has a good soft place to land. christine. jensen will probably swoop in for the mush. if it's her friends that are pissing her off, why fall on them, rite? meena. meena has to have to best most constant supportive friends, the sweetest brother, and the nicest childhood friend. so i think weither she knows it or not, she's due for a safe landing. andrew. huh. andrew's a hard nut to crack. i have a feeling he won't fall for awhile. andrew's amazingly strong. i think between meena and amy falling, he'll put his broken heart aside. i'm just guessing. it's all about reading people, rite? ;)

Love, Sunday

Shattered

hey guys. a lot of kids seem to be falling apart this year. people are struggling to find themselves and are too scared to let other people in. their friends and loved ones try to help, but it seems like no one can be helped. it's a depressing time at panamah... Andrew, Meena, and Amy are all slipping and they can't seem to catch their fall. i guess trying to balance love, life, and the pursuit of happiness is getting a little rough for some people. Christine's on the edge too. she's been fighting with her friends and kind of isolating herself. she won't be happy about those choices when she ends up sitting alone in the cafeteria. Meena and Andrew are so afraid of ruining their precious friendship with their newly found feelings for each other that they're both a little on edge and a little extra sensitive. with all this extra sensitivity something seemingly minor could definitely heat up. the Christine vs. Anastasia battle about Sunday comes to mind. fact is they don't look like they can smooth it over. this could get ugly. stay tuned.

Love, Helen