april showers bring may flowers, may flowers bring...

June floods! hello everyone it's Helen again! i know it's been a terribly long time but i thought i'd explain something. our Prom, which was set for TONIGHT, was canceled. well, not canceled. you see, the gym (where it was going to be held) had some serious water damage. so the school decided to hold the Prom NEXT FRIDAY at the hotel downtown. the authorities are happy that they have the whole summer to fix the gym, and the students are happy to get to have their Prom in a fancy hotel! however, the rooms will be strictly off limits. for reasons i know you all understand...
in other news, today is the first day of summer! yay! get out your sunglasses and SPF! yes, today was the last day of the 2008-2009 school year! have a awesome summer, everyone! the yearbooks were set to be handed out at Prom, so we'll have to wait until next week for those, too. ah well.
more news of Panamah High, a few blogs have been deleted or are set to be deleted. the following blogs have been deleted or are no longer active:

• And I Said I Couldn't Do It... by Chris W.
• our shadows taller than our souls by Kelly O.
• Alaina Lane by Alaina K.
• PLINK by Anastasia S.
• Saving Sunday by Amy K., Chelsie A., Molly L., Chris W., Helen F-K. (me!), Lindsey J., and Sunday F-K.

however, there is one new blog in the area! Aliens, Rainbows, & Natalie written by outgoing tomboy Natalie Alverson! check it out! she's very funny! and her blog is collecting followers like a jam collect bees!

Love, Helen <3

the gift that keeps on giving

what is that gift? blogger! we just got two new blogs by kids in our school. but before i get into that, let me say a few things. i'm sorry that this blog is basically dying! i'm seriously going to try to make more time to post. we are the gossip girl blog of panamah, people! we can't just lay down and die! drama is on it's way. it always is. besides, no matter what anyone says, high school isn't high school with tons of drama rama. anyway, these are the new blogs and bloggers. make sure to give them a quick look.

Chris of And I Said I Couldn't Do It...
chris is awesome. seriously, he moved here at the beginning of the year from colorado. but now he's a really good friend of mine. chris is just so original and down to earth. and i love the bromance of chris and andrew. it's so unspoken, but i'll have to make sure to do a special post on it. it's worth it, believe me. they're adorable. go chris! i'll try to help you make your blog a huge success.

Anastasia of PLINK
anastasia is a true fashionista. is it any wonder she models for belle's clothing line? she has the best accent, too. lol she's from london. it's amazing. i sometimes random try to strike up a conversation with her just so i can hear her talk. i know that's really weird, but i'm sort of that way. just one of those teenage musing blogs. but i love those blogs! and she uses an adorable template. we're not friends or anything, but we get along fine. if all i know about her is any indicator, her blog should be lots of fun.

i promise more posts soon! really! besides, i've gotta do my special post on the lovely bromance of chris and andrew! lmao! alex is kind of becoming a hot topic at school, too. expect posts about both those things very soon! hope you're all well. and thanks for sticking with the little black notebook :)

love, sunday <3

okay, i'll bite

yeah, a little while ago Lindsey posted on her blog about Katy Perry, saying "as a bi girl, i appreciate 'I Kissed a Girl' probably more than the next person." so yes. word is out. Lindsey Jennesburg is playing for both teams. it's official. do you think she's telling the truth? i dunno. a lot of people pretend to be something they're not just to get attention. not pointing any fingers, but really. i'll believe it when i see it.

love, Helen

planting seeds

so a bunch of new people from panamah just made blogs and i think they all deserve a shout out so here we are. i promise not to make this sound TOO much like a dating service. but it's funny to think that me and helen made a school blog and now anastasia and lily-pagan (two of our followers) call this little community blog city. well, blog city just got more residents, folks.

PS: special thanks to belle for taking all the pics for me!

Alex of A Day In The Life

so maybe you've heard other people talk about him on their blogs. or maybe you remember him from "galex" but either way chances are if you read panamah blogs, you've heard of him. famous through out our school for being a flaming queen, alex has certainly earn a sliver of light in the spot light crowd. his blog has only had 1 post, but it's your classic thoughts and daydreams of a high school student. but no matter, at least to me, he seems like he has an interesting personality and could definitely contribute to the blogging community. check him out!

Alaina of The Itty-Bitty Committee

so it's impossible if you read this blog or any other panamah blog that you haven't heard of amy or andrew or andramy. but did you know they have a third sister? yes, they do! and this is her! she's really cute and has a sweet personality. she might not admit it, but she has a surprisingly good relationship with andrew. she's one of the freshmans in panamah and she's a close friend of helen (the little black notebook) and carrie (gigglefruit!!) she definitely deserves more credit then she gets. she's amazing well-adjusted and grounded. sometimes i think she's the glue holding the kebrara's together. anyway, you should check out her blog. it deserves views, for sure.

Maggie of Live Out Loud!
maggie is melanie's sister and she was in private school for awhile before coming to panamah. she's a little bit of a bad ass but not enough to be annoying. rumor has it that the pops aren't going to accept her into their social circle which could def catch her some drama-rama. she hasn't posted on her blog yet but i really like the sound of her. and if nothing else, isn't she gorgeous? sorry, but i was just thinking that in the most girl to girl way possible. i'm certainly waiting for her to post on her blog because i think she could totally make an impact on panamah. i'm voting for better but i'll reserve judgment. you'll def be hearing more about her on this blog if the pops don't take her under their wing. i mean, it's not everyday a pretty junior isn't accepted by the pops! all that aside, she shows promise to be a good blogger.

could it be more obvious?

okay, this has gone on long enough! let me be the first to say -- WHAT'S WRONG WITH ANDREW?? you can tell from almost all of Meena's posts on her blog that she's in love with him! i mean, seriously! i've known for a long time! why hasn't Andrew figured it out yet? i'm sure i'll get a bunch of hater comments and such, but i don't care! Meena, you're making it way to obvious for it not to make the gossip stream! Andrew, FIGURE IT OUT!! Meena's in love with you! and judging by her last post, she's been in love with you for quite some time! sorry, Meena. but you had to see this coming. you make it way to obvious and now someone finally has the balls to mention it.

love, Helen

so... we meet again

hey all! sunday here! yeah, yeah. i know what you're thinking... "oh great sunday. i though we shook that bitch already??" i've been posting less and trying to moderate my blogger personality more so hopefully that pays off. i went back and gave all the posts labels and gave the whole blog a new look! hope you like it. so the tattoo thing is dying down so there's not much to say. so here's a quick story. everyone was buzzing about confessions of a broken heart (andrew's "book") so i finally went there and had a look for myself. i will admit, i was being a major scaredy cat to go there because i didn't want to hear all the stuff he says about me. but since he made another blog for thoughts and babbling, i decided that his book couldn't hurt. okay he totally caught me off guard. that thing is AWESOME! now i know why molly's obsessed! i didn't know how good it would be but i read everything up to now and it actually seems pretty well written. and jasper (the leading character in the book, also the cutie in the picture above) is very cute. lol and emo guys aren't really my thing. i guess it's party the jasper character that makes cyberlebrity alex evans so yummy! lol. so confessions. hit or miss? hit.

~ Sunday <3

"the kiss effect"

so there's this thing in Panamah called "the kiss effect." here's how it works. when someone kisses you or when you kiss someone, you start picking up their odd habits. let's use a hypothetical situation to explain. let's say Andrew kisses Meena (WHICH HE DIDN'T!! NO RUMORS ALLOWED!!). Meena might start mumbling and fast talking while Andrew might start spacing out and winking a lot. i donno why i felt the need to mention this, but it's a thing in our school. sunday or i might mention it again, so just be warned and know what we're talking about!

Love, Helen

ps: happy (belated) Saint Patrick's Day!! [half] irish pride!!

Meena vs. Andrew vs. Bob the Tattoo Guy

so the word on the mouths of many Panamah students is that Andrew and Meena may be fighting! oh no! rumor has it that Meena might chicken out of the illegal tattoo trip and get a nose ring instead. according to her blog, this doesn't please Andrew. from Andrew's blog, it would seem that he's pretty excited about his sleeve, but the question still remains -- who will win? will Andrew go to get tattooed without Meena? will Meena get tattooed at all? will this little "tiffy" leave a dent in their picture-perfect friendship? stay tuned!!

Love, Helen

it's a regular drought...

life at school has gotten REALLY boring in the last few days. thus the lack of posts... the "Meerew" (see Cassandra's blog for details) illegal tattoos is the last thing worth talking about. the gossip stream seems to have dried up... *sigh*

Love, Helen

inkhearts, inked backs, and inked arms

oh my god! this is huge! according to andrew and meena's blogs, their both going to get tattooed! but neither of them are old enough! and i'm certain they didn't clear it with their parents first! jensen will probably help them cover it up, but this is really serious! just how close are andrew and meena anyway? duel illegal tattoos? there's something there the rest of us can't see...

Love, Helen

Brand new day

as you can see. i've completely wiped this blog's slate! i even changed the name! lol! somebody told me that the best post i ever did was smells like teen spirit which was about a month ago. so i'll make all my posts like that! i'm seriously hoping with the new clean slate, we'll be able to get less hater comments. and there's a whole bunch on new blogs to check out in blogs by our wonderful followers. including one of my best friends made this blog! and we got our first guy blog! hooray! actually, andrew made the first guy blog... well this one is a day to day opinion and ramblings thing. and i hope i don't piss too many valentine haters off but, happy valentine's day everyone!! lol. see you all soon!

PS: if anyone wants to old name or anything back than you can comment on the post or email me or helen. but if we get to many more hater comments, i'm switching to comment moderation!

love, sunday

I won't give up if you won't give up

there's a line in the song 'Calling All Angels' by Train that says "I won't give up if you won't give up". i'm not giving up on this blog! i'm not gonna smash helen's shot anymore. we started this blog together. it made us way closer than ever! yes, my problems are obvious. my attitude toward the school, my direct use of names and situations and how i inflict opinion into every word. but that's all going to change. and i'll never give up on this blog if you don't give up, helen. this can not and will not be our last hooray. because i'm a fighter. and i'm fighting to be an improver. and fighting to save this blog. no more wreckage! this isn't your shot, helen. it's only the first of many chances! but this is part of what drives you. you just love to blog. so i'm done messing with that! posts like fakes, they're done for. but this blog isn't. and so helen... i won't give up if you won't give up.

love, sunday

all we know is falling

the fast times at panamah high are too fast. everyone is jumping ship.

this was my claim to fame.

this was my outlet.

this was my chance.

this was my shot.

this was my life.

in short, i am putting this blog on hiatus. again. too much drama. too many bitch fights. too much hatred. too many tears. just too much and too many. goodbye for now.

Love, Helen

trend setter

ever noticed how totally HUGE our "blogs by our followers" list is? virtually everyone in school got a blogger account and started writing a blog! it's cool to have such a broad online Panamah community, though. well, sometimes. not so fun when these online wars kick up so much dust it's hard for those not wanting to get involved to even take a breath. being a prominent character in the story of Panamah is scary at times, i must say. but this blog's not about me. it's about Panamah. so check out all the Panamah kid blogs!

Love, Helen

Fakes

the fakers. everybody knows them. the tomboy who melts in the arms of the prince. the party girl who's scared to death of getting pregnant and wishes she had a forever guy. the emo kids who hang out with the popular kids. yeah. mostly everyone knows when they're a fake. the fake tomboys would say "everybody's looking for a prince. that's life!" the fake party girls would say "no girls wants to get preggers, and every girl wants a forever guy!" the fake emos would say "(clear andrew impersonation) the people you hang out with doesn't define you." i don't care what lies they're telling themselves now! fakes SUCK. i'm a bitchy gossip girl. i'm not pretending to be some good willed kind spirit trying to change to world! it's it kinda mean to the real emos, tomboys, and party girls. there are so many fakes out there, but tomboys, party girls, and emos are the most common. and then there's just FAKES. people who are so untrue to themselves because they wish they were somebody else. GROW UP. in nicer words, be yourself. just SUCK IT UP and start acting like YOU. apologies, andrew. maybe you really ARE emo. apologies, cassandra. maybe you're a true blood party girl. apologies, (no fake tomboys in panamah). maybe you're a serious tomboy. and other than andrew no one was directly targeted but i'm sure i'm not the only one sick of FAKES.

love, sunday

PS: maybe we can make an all time high for hater comments!

Whoever had prince charming had a whole lot more than ONE son!

so i was thinking about all the adorably romantic guys at panamah. and it's sooooo sweet (don't get me wrong) but it's advancing at a superhuman level! my best guy friend chris is practically straight out of a fairytale and andrew (the emo guy who all the girls love BUT NOT ME! GOT IT?!?!) is seriously romantic nice. which was cool that whatever girl got those two were seriously lucky... but now it seems like all the guys have the same romantic skills. i have no idea how we got so lucky but i'm not sure i could name ONE GUY who isn't tragically hung up on somebody and willing to give her their heart and soul. i can't decide if i love it or hate it. on the up side, it makes it seriously easy to find a long term boyfriend. but on the down side, that's a whole lotta heartbreak waiting to happen! CAIN!! that's my guy. he's not tragically romantic! ha! ok i guess i was wrong but still!

love, sunday <3

anyway you can b***h, i can b***h better

i know it's sunday so there's no school, but i recently noticed a major online flare between nicole and elijah. so 2 days ago, nicole called elijah a douche bag (ouch!) on her blog (a story in my twists). i'll admit, elijah can be selfish, but that's a little harsh! but elijah didn't let her slide on that one. he posted a long and unfriendly comment after her post, calling her all kinds of things! nicole then responded "you're a charmer, aren't you?" oh dear! looks like this one is only just beginning! especially since nicole posted about elijah's jerky comment yesterday! how will elijah react to that? only time (and elijah) will tell!

Love, Helen

welcome, newcomer!

hey everyone! we have a new follower of our blog! what's so exciting about that? we have 26 students following it already! BUT!! this is extra cool because this girl's not from Panamah! our first outside follower! thanks so much, Andrea! we hope you enjoy the blog!

Love, Helen

ps: sorry if i made you feel weird by singling you out. i'm just happy you like our blog! :)

the sound of music

hey all! helen here! with american idol starting again, i've been thinking about how many kids in school sing. a bunch are pretty good and i wonder if any of them want to take it seriously like, as a life direction. meena, cassandra, belle, and sunday come to mind first. also alex and jeff but they're like the only singing guys in school. i would gladly take music to a life-direction sort of level, but i was NOT born with the gift of a good voice. even though both my parents are really good and sunday can sing. i guess sunday hogged all the singing genes! haha!

Love, Helen

Smells like teen spirit

hey everyone! sunday here. it's been so long, you actually how to go to the blog archive to see my last post. ha ha! anyway. there's been a lot of gossip flying around school which makes this blog totally worth it. let's take it from the top. looks like independent, stand offish cain has caught one of the big shot pops (that's what i call the group with meena, cassandra, kelly, ophelia, nicole and emily) eye. if the pop can get her legs around his neck, will he still prove to be independent? or is he one of those "misunderstood" guys and push her away? or will you see him wrapped around her finger? only time will tell. since the start of confessions of a broken heart (andrew's blog) a lot of people have started following it. included, my friend molly. people have been joking around calling her his "fan girl" but this caught my eye. could molly be added to the lengthy list of girls that are suspected to be crushing on him? or is it a harmless fan girl relationship? next, with the drama increase this year, the parties that have alcohol (welcome to high school, that has to be about every party) could get uglier. how? someone gets drunk and is babbling to another person (weather they be drunk or totally lucid) and they spill a secret (either theirs or someone they know's). that other person could totally leak it all over school! embarrassing and catty. well that's all i've got. and that sounded kinda like a newscast, huh? ha ha!

love, sunday

and we're back!

hey haters! we're offically back on! so listen. there's been a lot of crap flying around school and a lot of hate towards my sister. knock it off, guys. i'm just as responsible for this blog and what it says as she is. if you don't like what we say, then just don't read it. simple. my sister may be a little gossip addicted, but she's not all the things i've heard around school. so back off a little, guys.

Love, Helen

STILL ON HIATUS, but quick playlist update!

hey guys. Helen here. you know how we said that the mixpod on the top of the sidebar would be filled with theme songs for the various kids at our school? well, we just poured a bunch more in! here's the key thus far;

'Baba O'Riley' by The Who is our school's theme song! if we were a TV show, it would play during the opening credits! ;)

Sunday: 'Circus' by Britney Spears
Helen (me): 'Homecoming' by Hey Monday
Elijah: 'You Found Me' by The Fray
Christine: 'Girl Next Door' by Saving Jane
Cassandra: 'Keeps Gettin' Better' by Christina Aguilera
Belle: 'Into the Rush' by Aly & AJ
Meena: 'You Belong With Me' by Taylor Swift
Jensen: 'Stay Beautiful' by The Last Goodnight
Andrew: 'Dani California' by The Red Hot Chili Peppers
Amy: 'Say It Again' by Marie Digby
Jeff: 'Heartless' by Kanye West
Mia: 'Pon De Replay' by Rihanna
Molly: 'We're Young and Beautiful' by Carrie Underwood
Gabe: 'Gives You Hell' by The All-American Rejects
Chelsie: 'La La Land' by Demi Lovato
Alex: 'Skyway Avenue' by We The Kings
Carrie: 'Chemicals React' by Aly & AJ
Chris: 'Chariot' by Gavin DeGraw
Peter: 'Seventeen Forever' by Metro Station
Nicole: 'CrushCrushCrush' by Paramore
Natalie: 'Don't You Know You're Beautiful' by Kellie Pickler
Cain: 'She's A Lady' by Forever the Sickest Kids
Abel: 'Vulnerable' by Secondhand Serenade
Kelly: 'Misery Business' by Paramore
Colton: 'Beating My Heart' by John McLaughlin

Love, Helen

we're officially on hiatus!

hey all. helen here. our blog is going on hiatus. i know we haven't been posting for very long, but the blog is starting to stir up controversy at school and we are therefore taking a break from it for a while. we'll probably be back when things settle down, but for now we're taking a break. thanks.

love, helen